The Surface Doesn't Mean A Thing

the feeling wells up
within me
only anger
can surface
anger at the hand
I've been dealt
anger that I
can't understand
– no one can understand
as well as
the pain
within
that screams out
in an attempt
to control
and destroy
hopes,
dreams,
hard work –
and the person
I emphasize
...until it's gone.

Worthless

the Pain
Heartache
and Devastation
that comes from Failing
from Not being Enough
no matter how much Effort
and how hard i Try
it'll Never be Enough
i will Never
be Enough